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{ England x Reader } Blank

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Blank.

Yes, my mind is blank.

But, something happened and it's not blank anymore.

Ah, shit.

I forgot why.

Oh,

right.

It's because of you

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Most of the time, I would just act like someone really important. Usually I will just sip my tea, watching the others which I think was the fools. But in the end, I think I was the real fool right here. I was an empire before, a glorious empire. I'll defeat anyone who is in my way, everyone, everything is just a tiny problem.

I am the King.

I was too careless, I was too arrogant at that time. Until I almost lost everything, I'm not as glory as I was. Now, I'm just the plain old me, I'll shout at America, read books and sips tea-- also doing what I should be doing as a country. When I have free time, I will be regretting, but mostly my mind is blank. I don't even know anymore, will I get back? I'm getting old (actually, I don't get older much by appearance), I am a country, and I will stay alive for a really long time (as long as my country doesn't vanishes).

And I shouldn't fall in love with humans.

But someday, when I walked at a park on the country where you live. I met you. My gaze fell onto you, and I couldn't took my gaze off from you. Everything on that moment until now, it's between I just wanted to regret or be the most happy person walking into that park and met you.

Yes, yes. I remember perfectly when you walked to me.

"Sorry sir, is something wrong? I saw you looking at me for minutes?"

Remembering your first sentence to me, I smiled happily. I looked to my lap, I reached the tea and took a sip. Then, I put my hand back on the leather chair I was sitting at. I looked outside, feeling the warm sun from the opened window. I remember we met a few times on the same park, and you come to London often just to meet me.

"Why I am in London? I wanted to see you. So I thought, why not?"

I can't forget your smiles, I can't. It makes my me feel a tons of butterfly is flying inside of my stomach. Ah, what did they call it again...? I forgot. I want to reject the truth which is telling me that I fell in love with you, because you are a human. But I cannot reject the truth, it's just happened to be the truth.

I've fallen in love with you.

Remembering, country shouldn't fall in love with humans. I don't know you should be a luck or a curse in my life. Sighing, I still looked right onto the clear blue sky. Shortly we became friends, a really good friend. I think you're around 16 years old when you talked for the first time to me.

Every year, I would surprise you with various gifts. I don't know if it really worth, but I do hope you are satisfied with my gift. But I saw a pure happiness when I saw you looking at the every presents you received from me every year. I cannot forgot how was your expression, how do your voice sounded when you said a thank you.

"Thank you Arthur! Thank you!"

I couldn't help but smile when I think about your happy expressions. I couldn't keep my cool image when you give me your best smile. I couldn't, I couldn't help the smile, the blush (it's so embarrassing but it's all your fault). I would kept alive my gentlemen side all the time, but sometimes it'll just... the wall of my images will break apart when I was with you.

You never fail to make me smile.

Our relationship is as far as a really best friend. Actually almost as a brother and sister relation ship, I touched my cheek remembering the kiss you gave me.

"I will be safe! See you again Arthur, come to my country sometimes, okay?"

Your smooth voice, it was the most beautiful as long as I can remember for my entire life as a country of England. I couldn't forget your beautiful voice, never. Your voice is the most beautiful song to my hear, I never heard a beautiful voice just as yours. Actually, I like everything about you.

I like your voice.

I like your smile.

I like how you talk.

I like how you're being a good listener.

I like your attitude.

Well, basically I like everything about you.

I like you.

Actually, I Love you.

Despite being so close, you never knew that I am the country of England. I never tell you because, it should be a secret and none should know about it except the countries and the bosses itself. Right, none. Even someone who is important to us, should never now about the secret. Sometimes I wanted to scream to you how stressed am I being a country.

Why am I born as a country?

Why God didn't make me as a human, just like you so I can fell in love freely with you?

Why are you being so cruel to me, dear God.

Sure, I did run to you when I get really stressed with my works. I really want to tell it to you, I want to pour it out, I want to tell someone about my problems. But then when I hug you tightly sobbing, you will always ask me to tell you my problem. But I never told you. But, you will just hug me back, you will pat me on the back or either rubbing it to make me relax.

And sure, it really was relaxing. But I felt really sorry I never told you what my problem was, while you always comfort me when I need you. I never let you know me more.

I smiled at the memory, it was bitter and sweet. I took a glance at the book which is placed at the table beside me. You got me that book at my birthday. Talking about birthday, you'd always said "why'd you never get older, Arthur?" you asked to me. Always, from year to year, I gave you the same smile, which you replied with another smile until you can't ask me that question again.

My heart missed you way to much, but I am stuck in this curse, and all I can do is nothing. I need to do it, you'd always say to me, "Just enjoy it Arthur, enjoy both the bitter and sweet part of life," when I got depressed about life. You said that to me, even though you didn't know what my problem is.

"Arthur, work!"

I heard a shout from a familiar sound, "I'm coming!" I half-shouted back while standing from the chair walking to the office.

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Yes, my mind is blank.

Again.
Another one shot!
Tho, this one is just full of memories and frustations.
I made this one blurry for some reason.
I think you will get the meaning because: 1.) I'm not good at making story with hidden meanings, and 2.) the meaning of this story is pretty mainstream and there's some obvious hints also 3.) the meaning is kind of story usually do so yeah.
Well then, I hope you enjoy this one!
Thank you! o v o

England © Himaruya Hidekaz
Story 
© AoMegane
© 2014 - 2024 AoMegane
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Yuki-the-Trickster's avatar
I'm confused... O.o I feel like I know it but I don't